Clouds and sun set the mood.
I feel like the sun today; trapped behind that wall of darkness.
I fight to free myself and shine only to be blocked, covered, absorbed by something that should never be able to hold me. I’m tired and feel myself falter; weary. I look to the sun for guidance. It is there, still bravely persevering to be free.
Through the sun and shadow, the Desert Goddess speaks to me:
Be easy my child. Find your sun-fire within! Nothing can stand against it. See how the sun triumphs over cloud? It is the same with you!
Heal yourself in the sacred fire of the soul and burn away the shadows and darkness that hold you. These embers will ignite and fill your heart and spirit with a blazing light like a thousand suns! All will be well child.
And the sun which has been hidden breaks free of its cloudy prison. The warmth floods my face and its healing rays fill my empty being. It sears my soul with hope and an aching desire to reach and grow and set myself free!
© L Cat Bolotin 2020
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